So yeah....*sigh* people are pissing me off left and right lately. And I mean EVERY-FUCKING-ONE...Dan's the only that's been okay other than our usual arguing but the only thing that bothers me with him is the fact that it seems like he doesnt trust me that much with his new laptop. I Go to put it down or when I have it on my lap and move he jumps and makes sure its ok....Ive worked with computers pretty much my whole life and 3 years in the computer lab at school...I know how fragile they are, Im not stupid....other than that we're fine .....On to everyone else...I have this one close friend [I will not name names just incase that person reads this cuz its pretty obvious who its about] who keeps pissing me off. Everytime we hang out and its just her & me all she talks about is her freakin boyfriend, whether it be good or bad, and shes always putting words in my freakin mouth and making me take sides and telling her boyfriend shit I never fuckin said just to prove her point when they argue....her boyfriend [another close friend of mine] isnt as bad but he kinda complains about her but he's ok with it, its understandable.....Also, my one friend kinda ditched me all summer...Ok, I met this friend when I transferred to my new school this year and she was one of the first people to talk to me and we became great friends...We hung out a lot and had a lot of fun...she kept talking about her grad party in July and said I was definitely going and I was excited....Then my phone broke...I messaged her on facebook that my phone broke and if she needs me for anything to message me on there...Well, I havent heard from her since mid-June and I logged on the other day to see pictures of her grad party...aparently we werent as close as i thought since she never told me anything about it...I kno Ive been in Philly like 6 outta 7 dayz of the week and she lives in Havertown right down the street from me but I wouldve made time to go...so yea, another friend lost.....now I only have maybe *counts on fingers/in head* about 9 friends that I consider really close [even tho I dont talk to a few of them as much as I would like} and I have even fewer that I can really trust with anything [like 3 maybe 4] and it sucks....I went from having like TONS of friends [maybe not ones that I would hang with every day but ones that I would talk to and would talk to me] to having like 9...I feel so lonely...well, not exactly since I have a great guy that I love with all my heart and will one day marry and start a family with [We are talking about it already...well, I talk/rant to him about it and he sighs and rolls his eyes lol] But I love him......Wow, long ass rant, I think this is my longest one, lol.....if you made it this far congratz! Well, byez for now, Maple Story is calling me ^.^